ZerosDemon1

Its so hard to put up a fight these days. I'm so tired of being told what to do. It always been mistake after mistake. You said I'm the best but your just feeding me words. We all knew I wouldn't  make it. You said you cared but im drifting in the back of your mind. I cant take it anymore. All I need is time. I might stand alone. It might be dark But I'll make it through. It gets lonely but some times you have to do whats best for yourself. When I look in the mirror. I see a stranger. A person who's struggling to get back on her feet. I can't look back now or I won't be able to move on. I haven't given up on the little hope that shin

You're an endless dream I don't want to escape Your sick obsession I cant hide from it You cant hear me scream I have no voice You said you love me This is not love Your like poison running through my veins I want the pain Your ignoring my tears I need the hurt You have secrets I love the lies You try to make me fade I come running back You want my body Go ahead and take it You might control me but I know your secrets You watch me bleed I'll cut you You shatter me I'll break you You leave me in the past I'll  haunt you You cry I laugh You beg for forgiveness I'll beg for your death You were my mistake I'll scar y

Its an endless dream, I don't want to escape as long as you're here with me, in this sunless world we created You can't here me scream cause I have no voice left Your like  poison  running through my veins, its suffocating but all I need is to breath from you You told me you need me but you saw I was desperate I want the pain, I love the lies, I need the hurt, I crave the fire that burns me deeply is it wrong that I love you like this or is just an allusion I want to be in your arms and taste the toxic on your lips but these shackles keep me chained up I'm so tired of running, instead I embraced it the way I embraced the love you showe